I’d be riding horses if they let me.

Things are pretty weird right now. I’ve got a lot going on, which is not mitigated by the fact that my mom has breast cancer and is having surgery tomorrow. Wow, I’m scared… And I’m acting out in crazy ways. I’m usually such a stickler for using protection with sex but I did some risky stuff this week that I’m not proud of. I’ve been intimate with three people and am not sure how I feel about any of them. Like, maybe they are all mistakes. I’m so confused, and I’m having this weird, slutty existential crisis that is making things even more complicated. I should get tested soon, I guess.

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