When I’m with you, I don’t want to be with you

Ex has me really confused right now. He tells me we are friends but then he holds my hand and kisses me. He says he’s lonely but apparently he is seeing the girl that lives above him. I don’t understand what he wants from me. I can’t just be there for him to use as a security blanket whenever dating is hard and he wants to fuck. I can try to be his friend or I can try to make things work with us in a different way than they were before, but I can’t be a fuck buddy to someone that makes me feel so deeply. I guess that’s why an ultimatum was put out last night. It’s getting too hard for me to define what role I play in his life, and I can’t be his everything if he can’t be anything to me.

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