Sometimes I just want to do something stupid and ruin all of the good things I have. I think that’s a really childish part of me that I need to continue to control, rarely does anything good come from acting like a little baby bitch.
I don’t need to destroy something to know its beautiful.
I am on time for work. I skipped my first shift because I couldn’t get out of bed (there was a sleeping cat on me, it seemed cruel to move). I physically feel pretty shitty today. I think i have a uti but i don’t have health insurance. Scary… Oh yeah happy Halloween, to all the spam bots that follow my blog.